I miss my friends :(

Do you ever have a friend that you desperately feel is trying to avoid you??? Maybe she just doesn't want to be my friend anymore. But I do miss her and I wonder if I will ever hear her laugh (OVER THE PHONE) again. I mean I am going to see her in a couple weeks when I go to Arkansas-and I am even staying with her. But I feel that after you make an effort of calling someone oh about 10 times and bugging them and getting perhaps one return call-which I missed-then it makes you start to wonder...Does Corey still love me? :(